31.5.24

This should have been written in a diary. I miss my husband. So much right now that it hurts. It has always been like this. Since the moment I fell for him, not a single day my heart has got any rest. But I like this chaos inside me. It keeps me alive. He ignites various emotions in me. I can't shun it nor do I want to. Being in love with the person who always occupied my subconscious mind, even though when I was not aware about his existence, has finally come true. Even if my heart is in this constant turmoil, I refuse to let go of these feelings. They make me humane and for that I feel grateful to the universe, who answered to my manifestations. 

      Thank you Universe. Amen.